Not Feeling You
Some
time has passed. A song again and now –
Another
situation, but the mood’s the same.
It
simply comes to me, and I don’t know how.
Maybe, it’s music that ignites
my inner flame.
Some
traces of that feeling, still existing,
Aren’t
capable of ruling anymore.
I’ve
said a lot about this already – finish!
Affection
of a friendship – nothing more.
But
why am I returning to this feeling?
Why
trying to explain it once again?
I
can’t avoid it, so again I’m singing.
I
don’t know, what is now and will be then.
I
haven’t seen you since the day of Christmas.
All
I possess is hope… and my common sense.
But
it’s uneasy – without feeling your existence
And
having nothing but just guesses. Hence
I’m
sorta anxious. It is natural, I think.
It’s
normal if you lack the information.
I
practically know: once you will come in
And
say: “That’s me. Thank you for being so patient.”
But
I don’t know when it’s gonna happen.
I
simply pray to see you – at least once.
I
am not sure that I will be happy.
That
will be other situation, mood - and rhymes.
04.03.2007