Not Feeling You

 

Some time has passed. A song again and now –

Another situation, but the mood’s the same.

It simply comes to me, and I don’t know how.

Maybe, it’s music that ignites my inner flame.

 

Some traces of that feeling, still existing,

Aren’t capable of ruling anymore.

I’ve said a lot about this already – finish!

Affection of a friendship – nothing more.

 

But why am I returning to this feeling?

Why trying to explain it once again?

I can’t avoid it, so again I’m singing.

I don’t know, what is now and will be then.

 

I haven’t seen you since the day of Christmas.

All I possess is hope… and my common sense.

But it’s uneasy – without feeling your existence

And having nothing but just guesses. Hence

 

I’m sorta anxious. It is natural, I think.

It’s normal if you lack the information.

I practically know: once you will come in

And say: “That’s me. Thank you for being so patient.”

 

But I don’t know when it’s gonna happen.

I simply pray to see you – at least once.

I am not sure that I will be happy.

That will be other situation, mood - and rhymes.

 

04.03.2007